I have always wondered, what makes some folks be driven for certain things and why do others maybe not have that same drive, for instance my biggest worry and fear is being homeless I will go to great lengths to not be homeless. I will dedicated all my waking hours to make sure this does not happen.
So let me ask this, why to some it is just not that big of a deal, I know someone no names but I was close to this person and they were not like me they were not as driven to make sure they had a roof over their head, it was and is no big deal to them. I had tried to help them or it or singular he out but he did not care as much as I would have like him to care.
I could not wrap my head around how some folks don't pitch in, or help and to be honest we can only help them so much when it is starting to effect my life that is when my help is done.
Not in the sense that I can be their for someone but in the sense I will not let said someone drag me down with them. I know said person has the same life skills that I have not much to begin with due to a way fucked up childhood nothing right about it at all, I don't care what others say they did not have to live with an abusive father and an alcoholic mother who both were basically not around to teach, show, share, love and kindness but this is water under the bridge I refuse to let my past run my now.
Although we may be a product of our environment we are not the end results or mold of said environment, I believe that we all start out good and it is up to us to continue to be good it is so much easier to give into being a piece of shit human being that it is to be a good righteous one the choice is up to the individual not to his teachers or his upbringing.
But back to my question /dilemma how can two people from the same womb or area be so different is this due to our individual mentality or is this due to our bad side the one that wants everything for free no work I will just take what is yours cause i don't want to or better yet no how to earn my own shit, like I said I have a very very real fear of being homeless but up their with that fear I also have a very real fear of being locked up in the pokey or jail if you must I would rather be homeless than in jail cause I don't like the smell of men being so close to me 24/7 it is not a homophobic thing but if you ask me its not cool freedom comes with certain things being locked up comes with bad things, if you are one that likes to be around morally corrupt souls who don't give a fuck about themselves or others than hey jail is probably very easy for you if you don't want to work or even fake like you want to work then jail might be something one would consider look 3 hots and a cot what more could your lazy ass want sleep eat shit all day .long 24/7.
Oh and want a can of pop, not gonna happen your in jail they don't have soda machines any whoos I just don't get it and probably never will. I must expect to much out of the ones I know, cause it baffles me when the ones i know pull some retarded things nothing against mental retardation but if your not then why do you act like you are hmmm maybe something for my next post to whoever reads this madness hey your a better man that I I would be like what the fuck is this no punctuating non writing person spouting off about today
Peace Love and good tidings to you and your family's'
Christopher Brendan Hughes Jr
march 13 2016
So let me ask this, why to some it is just not that big of a deal, I know someone no names but I was close to this person and they were not like me they were not as driven to make sure they had a roof over their head, it was and is no big deal to them. I had tried to help them or it or singular he out but he did not care as much as I would have like him to care.
I could not wrap my head around how some folks don't pitch in, or help and to be honest we can only help them so much when it is starting to effect my life that is when my help is done.
Not in the sense that I can be their for someone but in the sense I will not let said someone drag me down with them. I know said person has the same life skills that I have not much to begin with due to a way fucked up childhood nothing right about it at all, I don't care what others say they did not have to live with an abusive father and an alcoholic mother who both were basically not around to teach, show, share, love and kindness but this is water under the bridge I refuse to let my past run my now.
Although we may be a product of our environment we are not the end results or mold of said environment, I believe that we all start out good and it is up to us to continue to be good it is so much easier to give into being a piece of shit human being that it is to be a good righteous one the choice is up to the individual not to his teachers or his upbringing.
But back to my question /dilemma how can two people from the same womb or area be so different is this due to our individual mentality or is this due to our bad side the one that wants everything for free no work I will just take what is yours cause i don't want to or better yet no how to earn my own shit, like I said I have a very very real fear of being homeless but up their with that fear I also have a very real fear of being locked up in the pokey or jail if you must I would rather be homeless than in jail cause I don't like the smell of men being so close to me 24/7 it is not a homophobic thing but if you ask me its not cool freedom comes with certain things being locked up comes with bad things, if you are one that likes to be around morally corrupt souls who don't give a fuck about themselves or others than hey jail is probably very easy for you if you don't want to work or even fake like you want to work then jail might be something one would consider look 3 hots and a cot what more could your lazy ass want sleep eat shit all day .long 24/7.
Oh and want a can of pop, not gonna happen your in jail they don't have soda machines any whoos I just don't get it and probably never will. I must expect to much out of the ones I know, cause it baffles me when the ones i know pull some retarded things nothing against mental retardation but if your not then why do you act like you are hmmm maybe something for my next post to whoever reads this madness hey your a better man that I I would be like what the fuck is this no punctuating non writing person spouting off about today
Peace Love and good tidings to you and your family's'
Christopher Brendan Hughes Jr
march 13 2016
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